Will Work For ...

I debated whether to blog about this or not because I don't want any new readers to get the wrong idea about me, but then again, it is me.

Ok, here we go. As some of you already know, I will sometimes video porn for a friend of mine. When I say video, I mean just and ONLY that. I do it because money is money and I am a little bit of a freak. With that being said, it has sooo tainted me against porn. Porn no longer excites me the way it used to. Half the time I am just waiting for them to cum so I can go home.

Up until recently, it has been a pretty good setup especially since I really haven't had to be involved. The most that I have had to do is let some of the guys look at my ass while they .... take matters into their own hands. And believe me that was not easy; trying to video while shaking my ass. lol However, the last couple of times that I have gone to shoot the guys haven't really been interested in my friend and it was ... umm ... evident. They moreorless wouldn't even get hard unless I was close to them where they could feel my warmth or without me exposing myself. Last night I had to put down the cam and roll up my sleeves. Again, I will say NO SEX or ANYTHING that would give me any diseases but I worked hard to get the money shot. Now I think my friend is bitter about it. I hope he realizes that it isn't because I'm more attractive or sexier (if you see him, you will see that isn't the case), it is just because I am the enigma. They already know that they can see/have him when they get there. I am the challenge for them and we already know how some people really get off on the pursuit of the challenge. I've been trying to talk to him about it but he isn't answering my calls. I may have inadvertantly killed that supplement to my income.


Promiscuous X August 23, 2007 6:32 PM  

wow Ty I never knew you was a freak like that I mean I knew 1st hand but. wow I don't even know how to respond to your question. Even if it is 1. lol "Will Work For.... well alrite" lol I'm curious so since your not having sex with these people how do u get them off? I got the ass claping part ( and WAT a ASS it is lol).

Jersey Brotha August 23, 2007 8:39 PM  

Tell your friend to man up and get over it! It's just a job and it's really not that serious. It's a dog eat dog world out there sometimes. And I agree with that 'pursuit of challenge' statement. That's very true. Who wants somebody that's easy all the time? (Just sometimes lol)

Side note: Add me to your list now dammit lol.

N4R August 23, 2007 10:55 PM  

Talk about easy money..LOL
This is too funny!
I say next time promise not to get involved. Maybe he will be cool with that.

Tyson August 23, 2007 11:16 PM  

WOW! I think this is the first time reading your blog. I had no idea lol.... Anyway, it actually sounds like fun. I don't see anything wrong what you did. Jealousy is inevitable and peoples' feelings are always succeptable to hurt. Your friends will get over it. YOu should too. See Ya

Jay August 24, 2007 4:15 AM  

Sounds like a bruised ego and if ur friend is as sexy as I'm picturing him then I would start loking for another gig. But on a lightier note I will take ur porn collection if its not doing anything for u...lol

Rodney August 25, 2007 5:04 PM  

You better be an enigma you freaky dawg! You should take a break and let me handle the camera for a while. What I can get into a frame will amaze you.

Soldier August 25, 2007 11:23 PM  

mmm im in south beach now, im going clubbing BUT i will read this again when i get back to nyc on monday morning

i'm not sure i've read this right lol

WHAT ????

ShawnQt August 27, 2007 9:43 AM  

The cat is out the bag now huh? lol.

I would never judge you in any way, you do what you do. Yet on the other note, jealousy I'm sure comes with the position. Sexual energy is very connected to our emotions and feelings, so just telling somebody to "get over it" is hard. You can look at sex as a job, but deep down, to most, its is so much more.

fuzzy August 27, 2007 9:47 AM  

I don't know man! Thats a shot to your friends pride! men and their pride are very sensitive! maybe he just needs to simmer in it for a lil while and he will be over it. I would love to have that job! but I'd be in trouble every night lol haha

Soldier August 27, 2007 9:42 PM  

ok im ready 2 comment now...

TMI !!!!!! TMI here !!!! lol

now im going to sleep and the last thing on my mind will be your ass, how in the world am i supposed to get that out of my head ?

wink wink lol

Ty August 28, 2007 1:36 PM  

@ Rodney - You've got me curious, what can you get in a frame lol

@ Soldier - Sorry for giving you mentals, hope you were still able to sleep anyways. lol

I know that had to be a shock to many of you but had to get that off my chest.

Promiscuous X August 28, 2007 9:06 PM  

Shit shocker. I was in awe like TY why was I never invited lol. I can show u wat I can do in front of a frame. loll

Soldier August 30, 2007 9:41 PM  

oh theres nothing to be sorry about my brotha, with those thoughts in my mind i SLEPT like a freaking baby lol

Unknown September 05, 2007 11:26 AM  

your friends issue is one of insecurity. at one time they were use to being the shyt, the object of pursuit and now that someone else has come along and can take attention from them, they cannot handle it. its childish. do not give it anymore unnecessary energy. do what you set out to do, get yo check and a lil "sight seeing" in and call it a day!

yet another black guy September 06, 2007 9:19 PM  

so is your friend having sex with the other person(s) and you're just recording it? or this a real porn company or just his adventures and he breaks you off some bread?

sounds like he worked hard to get these dudes, now they're more interested in the mysterious 'camera' guy and your boy is jealous. i'll bet they ask about you when you're not around. that's probably pissing him off even more.

if it's just dudes having NSA sex why is he salty? oh yeah, pride and vanity are F-ing with his head.

Ty September 09, 2007 2:55 PM  

@ yet another black guy -
It's not a real company, this is king of a home based business. In other words, these are people that he is/should be romantically involved. He meets these people on line and many times the day of the shoot is his first time seeing them face to face